Rant Blog; Star Date 6:13: 242011

I can't sleep.
And the stupid 'A' key on my keyboard is squeaky. Never-mind it's the shift key.

Man I really want mochi... I'm growing ever frustrated by life putting me on the backburner.It's like I'm an after-thought to everything.... I just finished being a nervous wreck and anti-social, I don't need it anymore. But my stupid anxieties and insecurities are still here...keeping me awake...

I think about death a lot. No, I'm not going to go off myself, don't worry. I'm just puzzled. I don't believe in God, and by extension, there is no Hell or Heaven. So what? We're just randomly put here to sufferer each others presence and then we rejoin the planet by breaking down into a slushie of all sorts of disgusting things...
I'm more disturbed by the fact that I'm growing more indifferent to death and all that it entails(and entrails!). I should probably get some sleep in. I have to 'wake up' in four hours.

-Good ol' Fun